A Natural Family

A couple of days ago I got price quotes from a local travel clinic. There are a zillion vaccines that we need prior to traveling to ETH. I had no idea it was going to cost several hundred dollars per person in vaccines alone... This much was not already factored into the budget...

Anyone have ideas on how to get cheap travel vaccines? (No, insurance won't cover it...)

Honestly, today I am sad. I am sad that I am not pregnant. I am sad that the one thing that is supposed to be so natural was not/is not natural for me. I am sad that I do not know the sex of my baby. I am sad that he or she is thousands upon thousands of miles away from me. I am sad that it will be months upon months before we meet. I am also very sad that I am impatient, that sometimes I do not trust that it will all work out. I am sad that I will have to celebrate more holidays without Baby B. I am sad that J does not get to share this football season with his Baby B. I am mad that I am sad.